Attention seeker?

I don't really know Tila Tequila - I think she has/had some reality show. But here she is outside her home talking to media for 30 minutes or so just a few days after her fiance died - Casey Johnson. Casey Johnson was the heiress of the Johnson and Johnson company.
I saw a little bit of video of Tila talking to the media, and she was asked if she was going to the Golden Globes. Her response was that she didn't know what she would be doing there, and everyone would just call her an attention seeker...really?
I guess that's her way of grieving...out on her front step talking to the media?